Adios Amigo----Auf Wiedersehen

You probably expected me to fail,
 however it appears I continue to prevail.

You may have thought by default I would return,
However that is not the case as you soon would learn.

I have long outgrown you, I no longer know how you think.
Or why you act the way you do.

Our children represent a permanent link
connecting you and I........

I will likely continue to ask myself "why" ...
Why can't you accept and let go,
Forgive and let live.

The role you play continues to be a harmful one,
if only you could understand how much damage has been done.

The trouble I am in, is not what will do me in.
For in my future, I do see another great win.

The pains of the past return against my will,
it is these memories that allow me to get by---
when I think about how everything was such a lie.

Walking in the truth now, no denial in the way
no worry later, there's always a better day.

No matter what, here we are,
sadly we are not very far.

We are responsible for 3 others
all because we made the intoxicated mistake of becoming lovers.

I wonder if sobriety was in our life, would we have ever become husband and wife.

While sex may have been great its not enough for a relationship to make
intercourse does not equal intimacy,
it is an intimate connection that really is the key.

You have to know yourself
before you can know another-
otherwise you'll find yourself in relationship with a(nother) substitute mother

You probably think you are responsible,
but your really just a game playing fool.

I am glad there will be no more bio kids for you,
since you have little idea of what a fathers to do.
Try as you may perhaps you will figure it out some day--
that day is not here nor is it near ----

I only wish you had the heart to pay.